Nothing Important Pt 1

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Is it ok if I just rant for a minute? I'm not really in a good place right now. I'm really stressed with my summer school courses, and with other personal problems.

I'm worried about going back to school next year because I don't really have any friends there and I get tormented my this one girl who I'm not going to name for obvious reasons. I've been bullied for my whole life for things I can't even control, and it doesn't seem very fair. I know that life isn't fair, but I can't seem to except that.

I can't seem to except a lot of things, like people I've lost, and things that I want to happen that probably won't happen to me considering where I am right now. I force myself into slight delusions and I pretend that they are still there, and that they are real. Is it time to let go? It's been years. I'm been getting little hints and signals from the world.

Some things have been stuck in my mind for a while, and I don't even know what it is yet, so I don't know how I can fix them. I only post here because I'm popular here, and it lets me temporary forget who I actually am and lets me imagine a world where I have more supportive people around me.

Part 2 coming soon.