dark

i’m upset with myself

i try my hardest to make the best choices but i just end up driving everybody up the walls

my parents are always away from home every night because i cause them immense stress

and i’m stuck with a brother who demands everything in the whole world, when he doesn’t receive what he wants he smashes every single belonging he can find on the floor

i feel horrible and i’ve been getting less than 7 hours of sleep every day since the start of june

i don’t know what to do with myself anymore

-sad tux

update: i got 11 hours of sleep last night and my parents came back early to watch a movie with us. my brother also wasn’t that much of a brat last night :D my head hurts a little but that probably means i’m sore and i’m doing a bit too much screens lol um