me venting :(

FAH none of this is really valid anymore

Hi. Yes, dark blue, probably the only dark color I'll do on the goofy faces, because it stands out and it's a color associated with sadness sometimes. Imma have to be sorta vague here bc anything else is personal info. So, life isn't always fair. And I don't really know why, but I'm stuck in an awful situation and have been for this whole school year. I had a tight friend group of four. I'll come up with fake names. Me, Boba, Panda, and Flower. Worst names ever but whatever. So, I'm in advanced classes... and... they're not. So, all together they get 2 classes as a group (and lunch, but more on that later), and Panda and Flower I think have 5 classes together. Panda and Flower were the duo of the group, they're besties. Me and Boba are kinda besties, but she has a bad side that shows sometimes when she's manipulative and toxic.... but other than she's cool, ig. I have one class with Boba, and that's it. And for the weirdest reason (cannot explain bc stalkers) I have lunch with a higher grade level. They have friendships established already, and I kinda just sit there alone and eat my food quickly. It sucks. More in comments.