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oh this rlly sucks :(

im sorry winter. im going through a hell of a hard time rn myself so i heavily relate to not having any motivation, interest ect. i really hope things get better for you soon, and i promise they will. don't give up before you give it a chance to get better, because this is just a hard patch in life right now.

you seem like a really nice person (even if you said you're best at being cold and introverted), i never saw you as that the few times we spoke, you were actually very sweet and funny if that helps haha. i (and a lot of others) dont want you to go, but it's completely reasonable on why you want to, so no pressure to stay at all.

if you're still even a little active, i'm here if you need to talk or vent ect, whatever helps.

take care <3

noo winter! i’m so sorry youre going through this, i know how it feels to try your hardest and still come off as cold, its so hard. i hope you have a wonderful life off of skindex and find things in life that are good, and people that love you for who you are! i’ll never forget the amazing days where we would just write and have fun in aotr.. praying for youu, virtual hugs <3

i have no idea what u went thru lately but just wanted to be another person to say that I hope ur able to benefit from leavin skindex and focusing more on life even if it feels like it wont get better. everything is temporary, full of ups and downs.
hope u can slowly remember how hard you've worked and that you rlly do deserve happiness. Finding the right people can feel impossible at times, but being lonely or having no friends that feel "real" never means you arent worthy of having people that genuinely love u, or that its your fault. Wish u luck <3

im so sorry that happened to you, my grandfather had a stroke a bit ago and i was in a dark place for a bit, i can only begin to imagine how that has taken a toll on you, im so sorry. Not just with your grandfather though, with your pets too. I have lost quite a few pets so i understand how that mustve felt. Being in this place, in only 10 months too, is terrible. im so sorry this has happened, i hope you get better soon :(

<3

i completely understand because i was actually thinking about leaving for a rather similar reason (which is kinda wild but anyway-)
ur very kewl and i hope you come back one day, but i fully understand if you dont.
goodbye :<

All the hobbies and interests I had used to have no longer entertain me, and if I’m not working then I’m thinking about how much I hate myself or the people I thought were my friends. And I’m honestly getting sick of that reality. I won’t sugarcoat it, I’m only still breathing because of the intense fear of death instilled in me by binge-watching all those horror movies, lol.

So, TLDR, I guess I’m quitting to work on my mental health, because I’m in an unfortunate place there right now.

Au revoir, hopefully not for the last time.

- Winter

Mostly because in that time, my non-virtual life hasn’t gone as I would have hoped. I started this year with 5 house pets, my grandfather in good health, and a social circle that was exactly how I’d like it, but, as of the last few months, I’ve lost most of that.

The last one is probably the one affecting me most, because the ghosting and exclusion is just becoming a daily chore. I can’t even make new connections, because the only thing I excel at is being cold and introverted, and I was able to get where I was by leeching off the sociability of my peers.

Hi everyone. I’ll just start this by saying it wasn’t anything that happened on this site, and this is to no fault of anyone here.

I vaguely remember creating my first skin that I planned on posting. I know that I was in a Cava, where I haphazardly picked my colors and design. And I recall finishing it on my couch in my old house, excited to wake up the next day to see if anyone had seen it. And it was a rather momentous moment for me, to see that it had 7 likes the following morning. But, in the year and a half I’ve been here, that excitement has faded, and now I can’t even muster the energy to care about likes or follows or comments.