Ep 6 - you ??

I hate the colour yellow.
But I love you.
Why? I don’t know. You both give me anxiety, but I’m just scared.

Your hair is so fluffy.
Your lips look so soft.
The weird thing with your fingers.
The thing you do with your hand when you’re talking.
I love it all.
You do not know how many times I’ve almost kissed you.

I want to be with you.
But I can’t. Everything is stopping me.
Even you. You’ll never like me romantically.

You’re the only one who cares about me.
When ever I’m sad, all I need to do is hear your voice, or (I know this is weird) recognise your scent.

I’ve always been proud of having a good sense of smell.
Anyways, this isn’t about me, it’s about you.

Oh, I know your big event is soon, I’m not going to be there to see it. I wish you luck, you probably won’t need it though.

I love you. Good luck!