holy crap when it rains it pours doesnt it

Posted on: Aug 23, 2023
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my crush might just hate me or smt, idk. he apparently 'cant come over because he has to go to his grandparents house' but my family (and me, i regret to say) doesnt believe him. idk what qvq
more info in the comments (and poetic words cause im extremely depressed and sad right now so i can)

yeah
life is just really beating me down rn, isn't it
i might lose my home
SCHOOL
my crush might just hate me or smt, not sure
SCHOOL
my crush's dads death (whom i still cry about-whether or not my crush hates me doesnt even matter i still wanna cry qvq)
SCHOOL

oh and i got the meanest teacher for homeroom, isn't that just splendid
oh and im in the same homeroom as my crush o~0

god everything hates me doesnt it lol
yeah
so
yeah
thats great

if anyone wants to play minecraft with me, please play im bored and lonely :')
my ign is wolfyIsAFK

have a fantastic day i hope none of you suffer like i do xD
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sure ig, i got both java and bed. whats your gamertag? im wolfyIsAFK on both platforms, tell me what your gamertag is and i'll drop a friend request
I added u
sure ig, i got both java and bed. whats your gamertag? im wolfyIsAFK on both platforms, tell me what your gamertag is and i'll drop a friend request
My gamer tag is..
LmanburgShubble
I think-
Omg-
Im so sorry for not replying sooner I didn’t have time-
sure ig, i got both java and bed. whats your gamertag? im wolfyIsAFK on both platforms, tell me what your gamertag is and i'll drop a friend request
K uhm I gotta log back on lmfao bc I got logged off but I can tell u some days later when I log on bed
Ok I won’t read everything but we can play or talk*talks in a calm voice* I also have a crush and I think we can help each other out, and do u have bedrock or Java Minecraft?
sure ig, i got both java and bed. whats your gamertag? im wolfyIsAFK on both platforms, tell me what your gamertag is and i'll drop a friend request
Ok I won’t read everything but we can play or talk*talks in a calm voice* I also have a crush and I think we can help each other out, and do u have bedrock or Java Minecraft?
even my mother thinks hes acting differently. even AFTER his dads death he wasn't like this. in fact, that was the closest i think we've ever even been (we hugged each other for the first time lol-). we talked forever and were just... well... children? children being friends? i couldnt really see the big issue, and now he TALKS weird. i just want to know what happened. i think i'll ask him if we both get into the smart kid classes (we both did last year) or i'll write it in a letter (we used to write letters to each other when covid happened). i just want to know what happened to my best friend. he knows more about me than literally ANYBODY does, and he made me promise something that breaks my heart to think about qvq
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what he made me promise wasn't something you tell someone you are about to ditch. you tell someone that after you believe you will be friends for life. you tell someone that when you trust them. i doubt he asked either of our mutual male friends, or even his siblings, or even his MOTHER. i truly do believe he only made me promise.
so i dont get it. i dont get what changed in him, even from after the death. after the death, we went to the fair together and talked. he made me promise something to him, and even if it kills me i will keep that promise. because, after all thats happened, i still love this boy.
sorry for my huge rant lol-
DRAGGED my mother) and then we saw him. there were no seats for us, so we sat at the island near the food. normally, he would have either come by us or invite us over (and even later he joked about how he should have sat by us because we have food). anyways the awards ceremony happens and then him and a boy from our club and our grade (whom i technically used to be friends with? i was friends with his friend, so i guess we were friends for a bit. but our mutual friend was quite manipulative and abusive, he made us both cry a lot o-o) sit at this table. all throughout the ceremony they're talking. sometimes, my crush would look over at me and we'd 'glare' at each other because thats what we do. but nothing actually happened?? it was really strange.
cont.
even my mother thinks hes acting differently. even AFTER his dads death he wasn't like this. in fact, that was the closest i think we've ever even been (we hugged each other for the first time lol-). we talked forever and were just... well... children? children being friends? i couldnt really see the big issue, and now he TALKS weird. i just want to know what happened. i think i'll ask him if we both get into the smart kid classes (we both did last year) or i'll write it in a letter (we used to write letters to each other when covid happened). i just want to know what happened to my best friend. he knows more about me than literally ANYBODY does, and he made me promise something that breaks my heart to think about qvq
cont.
i had to go to a picnic for my shooting club (yes, as in rifles and pistols lol) and he was there. at first he pranced up to my car and went 'oh its the animemobile!' because we have anime stickers on there from the previous owner (ive begged my mum to take them off, she refuses because they are 'cute') and then he proceeded to walk me to the building to drop off my fruit. normally, however, he would have walked me inside and talked to me, but he just told me that the other kids were playing golf and then went over to play golf. thennn i put the fruit inside of the building and ran to my mother, who was in the car, to ask if she wanted food. she declined and then we started talking. then the coach announced that the awards ceremony was starting. we got inside (after i DRAGGED
cont.
DRAGGED my mother) and then we saw him. there were no seats for us, so we sat at the island near the food. normally, he would have either come by us or invite us over (and even later he joked about how he should have sat by us because we have food). anyways the awards ceremony happens and then him and a boy from our club and our grade (whom i technically used to be friends with? i was friends with his friend, so i guess we were friends for a bit. but our mutual friend was quite manipulative and abusive, he made us both cry a lot o-o) sit at this table. all throughout the ceremony they're talking. sometimes, my crush would look over at me and we'd 'glare' at each other because thats what we do. but nothing actually happened?? it was really strange.
cont.
:D

AWOOP
i hope it turns out ok :)
i had to go to a picnic for my shooting club (yes, as in rifles and pistols lol) and he was there. at first he pranced up to my car and went 'oh its the animemobile!' because we have anime stickers on there from the previous owner (ive begged my mum to take them off, she refuses because they are 'cute') and then he proceeded to walk me to the building to drop off my fruit. normally, however, he would have walked me inside and talked to me, but he just told me that the other kids were playing golf and then went over to play golf. thennn i put the fruit inside of the building and ran to my mother, who was in the car, to ask if she wanted food. she declined and then we started talking. then the coach announced that the awards ceremony was starting. we got inside (after i DRAGGED
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xD thank you

eh, not really. im going to have to see him for open house and we're in the same homeroom :l
my friend says that hes stupid and my mum absolutely HATES him, but i cant even hate him qvq
:D

AWOOP
i hope it turns out ok :)