Existential Crisis (Desc.)

Guys, I am very sorry for my absence for the past three months. You may know that I had summer break, but during this time I had an existential crisis about a lot of things.

This can include that when I get to the legal age, I would have to start leaving my home, and be responsible for my own actions without any help. I have contemplated the concept of death, and what I am doing right now is worth it or not, just wasting what little time I have left. I have pondered the negative feelings that soon, very soon, that my childhood will come to an end.

I’m depressed because of this. I don’t want to grow up and leave childhood.

Idk, I guess I made this in my free time to symbolize what I am struggling with. I’m sorry if I’m being a downer, but I guess I needed to put this out there??

I will be posting more, but know that I am facing this questioning time.