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Soooo. No fancy stuff for this. Over the past year, Lemon, me, has been being bullied. Not physically. I've been hurt so bad I've been in a dark place mentally. I'm trying to pull the pieces back together. It's hard. I can't even put my feelings into words. My hands shake so hard I want to cry. The person that bullied me. We used to love being with each other, so much. This year. That's not true. I've only known her for a year, and she's ruined my life and at the same time made It so much better. I tried to care!!! This whole year!!! I TRIED SO HARD!!! but whatever i do? It seems i only have one person who truly understands! I want to cry, break down, dissapear. But i can't! I'm shaking so hard i want to just cry..how do i do this? How do i continue? Someone I loved, cherished, got into my brain and broke it. broke it hard. I can't fix myself. I'm asking all of you...please...help...! This community has helped me a little. Please. I want to cry. Help me stop shaking....-Lemon