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Posted on: Apr 17, 2020
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im sorry for this lazy pixelart.

i hate venting. I really do. I don't know if im even gonna upload this. but whatever.

theres this friendgroup I have. they're.. not exactly friends most of the time.
on the outside, they seem like really good friends. they're nice to eachother, make jokes, have fun, etc etc. but really.. they aren't...
they're inappropriate to a scary point, they send *those* photos in our chats, they argue a lot, they threaten eachother and tell eachother to k*** themselves. they make death threats and say 'im gonna k*** myself if you don't let me join your server' and whatnot. they mentally abuse people. they've broken me to a point I doubt i'll ever recover from. heck, they've drove me to s*******l thoughts. I feel like a disappointment to humanity. I feel like a disappointment to everyone and everything. I don't understand why people care about me.
i'll continue in the comments. im running out of characters.

have a nice day I guess...
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Comments: 38

palomadragon
dude. I have had those thoughts before, bc of my anxiety disorder, and that really, really, really sucks. I don't know what else to say, really. just DO NOT LISTEN TO THOSE THOUGHTS. talk to someone, really.
DoveTheKitsune
ghxsts
but in the form of an alt. so yeah. this group isn't exactly the best.
and yeah. I know everybodys gonna tell me to leave. I've tried so many times. I can't. Meg pulls me back. Or one of the others. I can't escape it. And if I tried to unfriend meg. I doubt I could. I've known her for 3 years. Its not even Meg anymore. Shes changed so much. It's not my best friend anymore. Its a shell of her.
read it all lol
MCGofThePhantomYeets
Holy guacamole. That's some tough crap right there. I've seen some of the things others said, and i just wanna tell you; Leave them. Don't listen to them if they try to get you back; they're probably lying and asking for attention. Also, REPORT THEM. REPORT THEM NOT JUST ONLINE, BUT TO THE AUTHORITIES IF YOU KNOW THEIR REAL NAMES. I'm glad i've never encountered one of these -aggressively knocks on wood- and I hope I never will.
Nightmxres
when I say this, you have to promise me you will listen. You. Need. Help. I'm 22 and I am far from being a professional at this. But I know one thing. You can't handle this alone. It won't work. I was in a situation before media was really a thing like it is today (God I'm not a boomer ok I'm only 20)- and I remember how your 'meg' was much like my 'Riley (we'll call her that I guess)'. And I tried to handle it myself and fell into deep depression. Get help, or it will only get worse.
HeroOfTime170
ghxsts
but in the form of an alt. so yeah. this group isn't exactly the best.
and yeah. I know everybodys gonna tell me to leave. I've tried so many times. I can't. Meg pulls me back. Or one of the others. I can't escape it. And if I tried to unfriend meg. I doubt I could. I've known her for 3 years. Its not even Meg anymore. Shes changed so much. It's not my best friend anymore. Its a shell of her.
Just block/unfriend her.
HeroOfTime170
ghxsts
but in the form of an alt. so yeah. this group isn't exactly the best.
and yeah. I know everybodys gonna tell me to leave. I've tried so many times. I can't. Meg pulls me back. Or one of the others. I can't escape it. And if I tried to unfriend meg. I doubt I could. I've known her for 3 years. Its not even Meg anymore. Shes changed so much. It's not my best friend anymore. Its a shell of her.
Like I said in my other comment...
If you've known each other for 3 years, then it's her fault that you can't be 'friends' anymore.
HeroOfTime170
HeroOfTime170
It sounds to me like you've made 'friends' with a bunch of selfish, s--cidal perverts. You need to block them or do anything in their power. If you've known her for 3 years, then it's her fault that you can't be friends anymore. It sounds like these people are destroying your life.
* Or do anything in your power to stop them
HeroOfTime170
It sounds to me like you've made 'friends' with a bunch of selfish, s--cidal perverts. You need to block them or do anything in their power. If you've known her for 3 years, then it's her fault that you can't be friends anymore. It sounds like these people are destroying your life.
floofchan
I also had a *friend* who threatened me and threatened to hurt himself-
He was a guy I had met online, and he turned out to be way older than me. I stopped talking to him after a while.
These people are bad for you. Block them on social media/your phone/whatever-
Surround yourself with people who make you feel safe and good about yourself: those are your true friends.
(Skindex friends are a good choice- Not biased or anything...)
iheartedgeworth
iheartedgeworth
I also want to know if this is on discord, or text messages, or something. Block everyone if you feel like they're trying to force you back.
If this is discord, leave group chats, maybe change your user, and unfriend them. Leave any servers you're one with them.