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Posted on: Mar 03, 2020
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show more.. if you want to listen to me rant.

okay. I know. its really sudden, but I really think its time I let you guys know some of the behind the scenes of whats really happening.

let me be honest here.
my family is broken.
it doesn't even feel like a family.
that's normal though. its been like that my entire life.
last year, a lot of people died in my family. around 5 to 6 people.
I lost the first dog I've had.
I almost lost my puppy today. she almost swallowed a battery. if my dad wasn't awake, we would've lost her.
and well. yeah.
the coronavirus is very likely going to hit where I am, so.. that's nice too.
i'm extremely worried for my friends and even some old friends I don't talk to.
in all honesty, some of my friends have ruined me, but im forced to just put on a smile and act like im fine.
that's what ive always done here.
I always try to be energetic / happy / whatever.
im really not.
im running out of characters to use. have a nice day. i'll continue in the comments.
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Comments: 7

Purpledolphyn
Im so sorry to hear that!
I hope you feel better!
floofchan
Life sucks, and I'm sure most of us get it (not to your extreme though-) I hope your situations get better because your life should always come before social media. Always.
Take a nice, long break for your own sake. We'll be ready for you anytime you decide to come back.
ceciliasforyou
dont worry. we all have situations like this. take your time, however long it takes. i do the same sometimes. i often act and sometimes force myself to be happy through the pain. one day, im sure your troubles will leave you...
DisneyDoodles
Uhh yeah, I'm not sure what to say in those situations. ;-;
Take as much time as you need.
You are strong and I know you can handle this UwU
ending your life isn't gonna help like dealing with it
I hope you will be happy and have a happy life
CocoaBeans
It's alright, take as long of a break you need. Don't ever think you're the only one who is feeling this way, there are millions of other people who are depressed and feel like they can't go on. But there is light at the end of the tunnel. Stay strong and take care of yourself. I know you feel like your life is coming to an end and you just want it to end already, but there is so much more that life has to offer than just sadness.

I'll be praying for you C3 <3
ghxsts
ghxsts
theres hundreds of other things happening. i'm trying to help my friends through a lot of things that are happening in their own lives, and i'm refusing to care for myself.
im not eating as much.
I don't even want to get up in the morning. whenever I try to most of the time my legs give out.
I don't want to deal with life.
I make a lot of jokes about being depressed, and whenever my friends jokingly threaten to murder me I always say 'please do' but at this point, I really do mean it.
but hey, people have worse happening to them.
a lot worse.
im lucky in a way.
if you guys want to know a couple of the things happening with my friends, i'll say a bit of it. Im not mentioning because its uh.. a bit extreme.
oh also, I hate everything that I've made and question why I was ever proud of it. so that's nice.
welp..
I doubt anyones really gonna notice this lmao.
whatever.
if your still here, thanks for listening i guess..
ghxsts
theres hundreds of other things happening. i'm trying to help my friends through a lot of things that are happening in their own lives, and i'm refusing to care for myself.
im not eating as much.
I don't even want to get up in the morning. whenever I try to most of the time my legs give out.
I don't want to deal with life.
I make a lot of jokes about being depressed, and whenever my friends jokingly threaten to murder me I always say 'please do' but at this point, I really do mean it.