Rose
Posted on: Jan 31, 2019
About 7 years ago
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Anxiety. Stress. When you cant find relief. When you cant seek happiness in your life. Ive experienced these things. And Im still experiencing them. I have experienced peer pressure. Multiple times. A relationship couple took me to their house and forced me to do drugs and vape. I said no. I got yelled at. My parents forced me to get a boyfriend. I didnt want one, but I had no choice.
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My ex forced me with things. Then I was forced with things by another. Then the 3rd. I came home crying because he started buying things to another girl. I felt hurt. Heartbroken.
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I felt like I was lost and empty. Like I was being controlled. Like people were molding me into something Im not. I felt like I was worthless. Crying wasnt the only thing that had happened in my life. I felt like I needed my life taken away. I came back to school pretending to be positive. I casually walked in line waiting.
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A fat girl said, you are skinny! then started bullying me and called me other names saying I am ugly. A guy tripped me then started laughing at me. I was casually painting a pretty sky in my class and I got a random text message from a girl saying, You are worth nothing! You are definitely not worth my time! threatening to hurt me.
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And this is when I started with skinning. I felt like skinning could release the pain I am experiencing. The positive feedback made me feel very happy. But I still feel like something was missing in my life. I felt like I needed a special someone to help me go through my rough life. I still wasnt getting what I needed in life when I still go through a ton. I thought it could release the tension I have been given in my life.
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