Dear December, (TW: A Vent)
Dear December, (TW: A Vent)
Posted on: Dec 23, 2023
About 10 months ago
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Dear December, why the hell do you hate me so much? Why must I suffer a heck ton at the last month of the year?
Every year, you are the worst month. Every year, you give me the wonderful gift of sorrow. Every year, when it is December, when it is your time, you make me cry every day of your month. Every year, It gets worse.
Is it my punishment? Well then, why does it get worse and worse each time you come around, December?
I'm already going over the bend and you're just making it worse.
You are my last thread, December. Why must you cut it? My last hope. You are my last hope. And yet, you shut me down. Oh December, why do you hate me so much?
Every night of December, you make me cry. Why can I not finish my day of December in happiness? Oh Dear December, why?
Must I always end my year on a sour note? Must I suffer at great lengths every December? Must I have the worst December every year while everyone else is happy?
Do you want me to give up December? Do I deserver this December?
Why, oh why do you hate me so much? You hate me so much that you make me want to give up December.
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Dear December, why the hell do you hate me so much? Why must I suffer a heck ton at the last month of the year?
Every year, you are the worst month. Every year, you give me the wonderful gift of sorrow. Every year, when it is December, when it is your time, you make me cry every day of your month. Every year, It gets worse.
Is it my punishment? Well then, why does it get worse and worse each time you come around, December?
I'm already going over the bend and you're just making it worse.
You are my last thread, December. Why must you cut it? My last hope. You are my last hope. And yet, you shut me down. Oh December, why do you hate me so much?
Every night of December, you make me cry. Why can I not finish my day of December in happiness? Oh Dear December, why?
Must I always end my year on a sour note? Must I suffer at great lengths every December? Must I have the worst December every year while everyone else is happy?
Do you want me to give up December? Do I deserver this December?
Why, oh why do you hate me so much? You hate me so much that you make me want to give up December.
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Dear December, (TW: A Vent)
Posted on: Dec 23, 2023
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I just want to be okay. That's all I ever wanted. And yet, when I start to think I can make it 'till next year, for atleast one more year, you'll give me a problem.
Thanks December. For ending my years on a sour note. For making me cry. For making problem for me. For making [ 6.33 - 99.2.66.88 - 88.666 - 33.66.3 - 6.9999 - 555.444.333.33 ]
If you tried to decode that by searching, don't even. It's my own code that I made. Only mine. If you still want to try, I can't stop you.
Is this my forever fate? To always have a horrible December? Is that what you want? A never ending nightmare of December.
Dear December, why can't you just leave me alone and be happy?
Why? Just why?
Dear December, I don't want to cry anymore. I don't want to be like this everyday of December. I want to be happy like everyone else is at December. If I'm sad at December, they'll be mad. I shouldn't be sad at the time of Christmas!