. finding my s*xuality . {by a lesbean}

. finding my s*xuality . {by a lesbean}

Posted on: Feb 12, 2022
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So we usually grow up learning girl + girl = friend, boy + girl = <3
I realized when I was really young, around four years old, that I wasn’t attracted to a boy in any way. This was before I learned that LGTBQ was a thing, so I just thought I was one of those people who isn’t attracted to anyone.
I was nine when I had my first crush - one of my best friends. Around that age I had learned about LGTBQ and still didn’t know if I was bi or les.
When I was ten I realized: “I have had crushed on four girls so far throughout my life and I’ve never invisioned myself with a guy.” And yeah. That’s kinda how it went.

I am currently crushing on one of my friends (a different friend from the one I mentioned in the story) and I’m trying to learn crochet or something to make her a gift sometime.
Thing is, I keep thinking “what if she isn’t the right person?” But I’m still quite young, and I just have to believe that I’ll find THE girl someday.

- g i n g x r *+,`-
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. finding my s*xuality . {by a lesbean}

Posted on: Feb 12, 2022
About 7 months ago
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So we usually grow up learning girl + girl = friend, boy + girl = <3
I realized when I was really young, around four years old, that I wasn’t attracted to a boy in any way. This was before I learned that LGTBQ was a thing, so I just thought I was one of those people who isn’t attracted to anyone.
I was nine when I had my first crush - one of my best friends. Around that age I had learned about LGTBQ and still didn’t know if I was bi or les.
When I was ten I realized: “I have had crushed on four girls so far throughout my life and I’ve never invisioned myself with a guy.” And yeah. That’s kinda how it went.

I am currently crushing on one of my friends (a different friend from the one I mentioned in the story) and I’m trying to learn crochet or something to make her a gift sometime.
Thing is, I keep thinking “what if she isn’t the right person?” But I’m still quite young, and I just have to believe that I’ll find THE girl someday.

- g i n g x r *+,`-
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aww- i can understand how you feel though- the hopelessness is because you don't know if they'll ever love you the same and the hopefulness could be "what if they change?" or "what if i can do it?" and both mixing together can be a motivation, or a sense of not belonging, or feeling right. and you can learn to be yourself, or feel you should be someone else. good luck! (and dw about who is or isn't you'll probably find them, sooner or later.) hope either she likes you back, or some other girl does <33
thats beautiful bestie! <3
I'm les too and I feel the same to my bestie so I feel the exact same way
AYYYYYY TWINNEM
aww- i can understand how you feel though- the hopelessness is because you don't know if they'll ever love you the same and the hopefulness could be "what if they change?" or "what if i can do it?" and both mixing together can be a motivation, or a sense of not belonging, or feeling right. and you can learn to be yourself, or feel you should be someone else. good luck! (and dw about who is or isn't you'll probably find them, sooner or later.) hope either she likes you back, or some other girl does <33
The only thing I can say to reply to this beautiful comment is “yes”.
ayy stay confident girl <3
u may never find "the one" :)
bye
“u may never find the one”
Wow. Such a dear friendship we have.


Gawd that’s depressing. But thank u I guess
ayy stay confident girl <3
u may never find "the one" :)
bye
I'm les too and I feel the same to my bestie so I feel the exact same way
aww- i can understand how you feel though- the hopelessness is because you don't know if they'll ever love you the same and the hopefulness could be "what if they change?" or "what if i can do it?" and both mixing together can be a motivation, or a sense of not belonging, or feeling right. and you can learn to be yourself, or feel you should be someone else. good luck! (and dw about who is or isn't you'll probably find them, sooner or later.) hope either she likes you back, or some other girl does <33
Hey y’all
Update on that girl I liked: she’s still straight TwT
Idk why but that makes me feel hopeless and hopeful at the same time
I mean, if she’s not it, then who IS? O_O
My lord you are so sweet OwO
I luv you already lol
yess she’s amazing
took me eight months but finally got there XD

hope she asks you out <3
if not then i bet you will find a lovely person who will :D <3
ofc darling!
Ty